24th January 2026

jan 22, 2026 (8:28pm)

how to stop being sensitive on accident with my bf ahahahahaha I love him so much yet he never tells me his feelings irl just in discord since he’s so shy but that’s fine RIGHT?? TRIGHT IM GOING INSANE

24th January 2026

jan 23, 2026 (6:48pm)

can we normalize using other vocal synths than Miku and Teto…I love them but like my goats Yuma, Kevin, An Xiao, Eleanor Forte, Mai, Asterian, Solaria, Xingchen, Piko, Oliver, Fukase, Dex, Daina…etc etc

22nd January 2026

tired [tw!] (spacehey, 2 months ago)

I HAVE TWO CONCERTS THIS WEEK. BAND AND CHOIR. HOLYYYY SHIT. I SUCK AT THE OBOE AND MY VOICE IS FUCKED FROM BEING SICK OVER BREAK. I’M ACTUALLY GOING TO BREAK MY CLEAN STREAK.

22nd January 2026

real fucking tired [TW!!] (spacehey, 2 months ago)

guhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh also i hate doing solos for choir and i want to die and eating dirt seems nice and i want to repeat this cycle of s*lf-h*rm over and over and over and I HATE SWITCHING SM why cant I GET A GRIP ON MYSELF 

22nd January 2026

jan 21, 2026 (8:51 pm)

last vent of the day okay im sorry i'll force kasper to draw more pals art anyways my best friend barely texts me and she's inviting me to her birthday party this weekend!!!! i hate birthday parties (other ppl invited in the party usually crowd the birthday person before i can so im outcasted)

22nd January 2026

jan 21, 2026 (8:48pm)

throwback to the time in elementary school (i had a bilingual class, korean & english) and we had field trips and i was builled for having a sandwich when the other kids had all korean homemade food (like kimbap, bibimbap) and no one would let me sit next to them

22nd January 2026

jan 21, 2026 (7:54pm)

guhhhhhhhh listening to traumacore (? wtf is the proper term?) music and seeing static wooooooooooooooo my head hurts and im going to have a disco party wooooooooooooo

22nd January 2026

jan 21, 2026 (7:48pm)

is it just me or whenever i refer to kasper (the awesometron host 9001) he can't seem to remember anything that happened the same day?? "hey what did we do today???" "idk man all i know is that my head hurts and YOU need to manage social media accounts" IM SORRY KASPER WHA